There is nothing else left to be upset about or to be angry about.
The relationship is long gone.
She was a talented restorer, you were a daydreamer.
You desperately wanted to believe it would function one day.
But it hurt so much. Love does not hurt. Was it love?
Whose fault was it?
Why did you naively trust her? Why did she do the things she did? Who is the role model for repairing, modifying, altering a partner?
Maybe she was forever wounded.
Maybe she has been re-paired too.
Was it love?
True love does not hurt.